I think I've been fooling myself. I'd heard, read, that Docetaxol (the current chemotherapy drug) was easier to cope with than Cisplatin (the previous chemotherapy drug). The thing is, being blindfolded and attacked by a bitey, psychotic hover-monkey would be easier to cope with than Cisplatin. Being locked in a room with that guy with the beard and bad breath who KNOWS he's right and that you HAVE to listen to him - you know, the one who lives a few doors down - would be easier to cope with than Cisplatin.
You get the idea.
I guess I thought Docetaxol would be a walk in the park, that I'd be up and about next day, no problem, sail through it. Well, actually, yes, ok, it is easier than Cisplatin (see above - monkey/bad breath man), but all I can say is, if you remember nothing else from this blog, be nice to people who are going through chemotherapy. Look after them. Because if this is the easy one....
